I was excited to look back in the blog so I could do a then-and-now comparison, but found myself disappointed when I realized that this blog was not yet created two years ago. Is time really going by that quickly? Life before the blog seems like a few months ago.
I went on a hunt for pictures. I could not find any. Did we not take any pictures??
I went on a hunt for pictures taken during the month of September in the year 2010. I could not find any. Did we not take any pictures for an entire month???
This is why I must blog.
Even if I have nothing positive to say, or simply nothing to say, this blog must forever remain in existence in order for our past to remain in existence. Without a photograph or written proof, all you have is a fading memory that begs the question - Is that really what happened?
Curious as to why we took no photos of September 2010, I went on a mission to learn why. I opened up computer folders and scoured Photobucket and Picasa photos. I did remember that I actually did blog back then - it was a riveting blog called, Babies Eat Food, that chronicled the early exploration of their palette.
On Sept.7th, Hayden tried and disliked roasted eggplant:
On Sept. 21st, the babies ate meatballs with rotini pasta for dinner and enjoyed it:
The blog then takes a hiatus but I discovered more after remembering I had a YouTube account. On Sept. 23rd, the babies played hide-and-go-seek. This was two days before the race:
I have public records of conversations at an online community I frequented at the time (hi guys) and I made this comment at 10am, the morning of the race. This must have been during their morning nap. Back then, the babies took two naps. As of now, I need to beg and pray in order to make them take one.
I placed 3rd in my age group - but back then, I never stayed for awards. I never cooled-down, nor stayed to mingle.
This year, kids at home, I placed 3rd overall. I did cool down. And I did stay to mingle.
As much as I loved racing with my babies, somethings are just more fun on your own. I spend every waking minute tending to my kids - between feeding these two hungry beasts and making sure they stay alive, there is not much downtime in my day. It is nice to do something for myself and not have to think of anyone but myself. Selfish? Yes. But that is the nature of the sport. Aside from maybe some charities, people race for one person. No one saves the world by getting a PR.
And a PR was not my goal - I haven't ran a sub-6 pace for not even a minute since August. My goal was just to have fun. And, pick up my summer series overall award.
I didn't look at my watch the entire race but I had to set to auto-lap every mile.
-Mile 1 was easy. I wasn't even breathing heavy. 5:58.
-Mile 2 started getting hard. 5:56.
-Mile 3 was hard. I hate running in grass. 6:10.
-.15 to finish: 54 seconds.
Garmin final time:
Their final time: 19:05.
And, I did take pictures this time.
It was a bit of redemption after the debacle of a run last weekend. I can run. I just need to figure out how to run farther, and how to do it after swimming and biking, while fueling, and in the heat, with no socks and without getting blisters and drinking from water stations without stopping. I can do that!